I will tell it here. I sort of stopped reading the bible (not that I fully stopped but yeah rested, which was wrong I know) in the past as I have been receiving His word about love and unity and fighting the good fight of faith and get desperate on His timing. So I allowed myself to some games, I mean all day I'm gaming, until I get to be visited in dreams to continue to love and care for the people hard to love. To be reminded to pray for them even if I cry of pain for justice, bowing to redemption, giving it all for hope.
Other aspects of my life seem pretty okay but this one's like what Paul said of a thorn. Where His grace meets me at my desperation.
Today I seek for His answers and behold, truth between us has been found and His tender love was relayed tonight. Sweet Jesus. He is gracious.
