I decided to put down blogging for a time while I make myself remember the many good things God is doing in my life. I was mad, I often catch myself asking what wrong have I done. Then it hit me, no one is good anyway, we are all sinners,we have fallen short of His glory and during this suffering, it was all but to make me look up to Him more. His revelations were my consolations, He can do it while I pray. Even if no justice will be served, it will still be under His control.
I have been reading a new book which was very timely. There were many realizations. One day, I decided to pick up myself once again. It wasn't to start over, but to continue. There's a life I must live even if it wasn't the situation I had planned. There's still anger, bitterness, but greater is the grace that overwhelms me. Many of the bible heroes has gone through sufferings, one thing they commonly do- remember God's goodness. Yes, God is sovereign, God is omnipotent, He can turn things to our favor, but there would be times that He allows things to happen to know what was in our hearts. He wanted to know how yielding we are to Him-- in season and out of season. He knows our limitations and we could even remember that when we give up, He will still be there.
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