Moving on is hard.
For me it is actually getting by.
You get by every second, of every minute, everyday in every week, to every month of each year.
You learn how to live with it.
With the sad times, happy memories.
You learn to live with the scars and victories.
You do what's required of you today,
Work. Eat. Sleep. Wake up.
Maybe at least a little push on what else you can do.
Read. Run. Write.
You get by.
A little each time. Maybe inch by inch.
Til it only ache sometimes. Dream of it sometimes.
Til you forget some specifics. And things get redeemed by new memories.
Maybe keeping memories will work for you,
Or like me, out of sight out of mind.
Whatever works. As simple as just letting time pass by. Just get by.
/ Yan ang nasa isip ko habang nasa tricycle kagabi papuntang bayan. Maalinsangan ang panahon. Kasama ko parents. Hahaha.
Saturday, March 18, 2017
Thursday, March 16, 2017
Saturday, March 11, 2017
11 Mar 2017
I am learning to love the life I walk on even if it isn't the life I have planned for. To be a personal witness of the life that's unfolding before me than be thinking of the life I would have wanted.
There are times I feel sad about people who should have built me up than tear me down. Or how come there exist misunderstandings despite being honest, or some people could speak but is hesitant to do so. And cycles of brokeness ripples to people, plans, prayers that could have been. All I know is that God can work things out despite the burdens we unitentionally put to people or what we receive from them.
I could be to Europe this year, could have given jobs to locals, have health plans, have been more confident, could have started my versions but for now I must be forgiving, more self-controlled, loving. To continue serving the Lord despite the pains from people I trust. To hold my tongue and refrain from passing on hurtful words. After all, we aim for His will, and it is our holiness amd righteousness. We wanted to bear fruit of the Holy Spirit and not merely successes on plans. These are of eternal value.
There are times I feel sad about people who should have built me up than tear me down. Or how come there exist misunderstandings despite being honest, or some people could speak but is hesitant to do so. And cycles of brokeness ripples to people, plans, prayers that could have been. All I know is that God can work things out despite the burdens we unitentionally put to people or what we receive from them.
I could be to Europe this year, could have given jobs to locals, have health plans, have been more confident, could have started my versions but for now I must be forgiving, more self-controlled, loving. To continue serving the Lord despite the pains from people I trust. To hold my tongue and refrain from passing on hurtful words. After all, we aim for His will, and it is our holiness amd righteousness. We wanted to bear fruit of the Holy Spirit and not merely successes on plans. These are of eternal value.
Saturday, March 4, 2017
04 Mar 2017
Be still my soul, be still. Trust in the Lord.
When my soul is troubled within me, I will go to Your sanctuary.
When my soul is troubled within me, I will go to Your sanctuary.
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