When anxiety hits me, I usually cannot sleep. At 1am yesterday, I received the message from HR that there will be some delays despite the booked flight. It took me some more minutes before shutting down my phone to sleep. The first verse that came to my mind then and the first thing I meditated upon waking up was this.
Isaiah 26:3 You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you.
I was amaze at the peace I am feeling these days. Yes, there's hurt. There's pain. I cannot deny some truths despite putting them aside most of the times. I don't talk about it. I don't open it up anymore. I seem to be at peace that it is so unbelievable. I used to have panic attacks when some delays happened coming here. I think when we pray prayers we cannot answer, that's trust.
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