Before I left the church, one churchmate said to check my bp again. Wow. Yesterday it was too high, today at lowest again. I have been feeling heart pricking pains. Psychological I say. I am not agitated tho. I know it. I can testify to it. My muscles are laxed. I am not fighting the feeling. No more meds. No more drinks. Organic.
I couldn't understand why I am to stay. To endure. Why my prayers are different this time. But ahhh! How broken this could get. Then it played, 'what if Your healing comes from tears. '
Today's preaching was about Niniveh: The City that God Wanted to Save. The heart of God has full of compassion after their repentance. God gives chances after chastening.
We had YAM lunch fellowship. Ay ewan ko ha. Nagiging excited ako sa games. I feel so active. It makes me come alive. Ansarap ng feeling ng mabilis ang heartbeat.
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