Day 17 Tired

Last night I slept with my all day clothes. I was too exhausted I didn't even bother to get up and change after I went to bed at 8. The past days were tiring and sleepless. When we have not gotten rest, we become weary and our emotions get loose. That's how it was last night. The past days were also at my spiritual highs and as much as I wanted it an everyday state, it isn't so yesterday. Then this paragraphs I read helped me.

The reality of human life is that there will be some days that aren’t mountaintop experiences. Some days will be filled with conflict, homework, errands, laundry, loss, pain, bitterness and—hardest of all—apathy. I wish every day were filled with great community, exciting missions work, christian concerts and prayer gatherings. But the truth is, most of our lives are spent somewhere between these two realities. Most days we get a little of both. (Relevant Mag)

Being a Christian has little to do with how we feel, but everything to do with God’s covenant with us.

The sign of an authentic relationship with God is that it allows itself to change over time. In any relationship, we have to adapt and fight to overcome new challenges. If we try to cling to how it was at the beginning, we will never grow in actual relationship. The truth of God’s unconditional love for us never changes, but we have to let that truth be expressed differently as needed in different seasons. (Relevant Mag)

Andddd. 

I've been eating Indian and Pakistani food that my officemate said I am the only Filipino she knows who eat like one of them.