After six years, I walked with you again in the same place where we used to walk. I checked my heart as I tested the waters today upon guidance. I felt it very sure, I felt it so real. I don't have any pain or anger in my heart. Not a hint. Not a spot. I know it because I cannot hide my emotions. I know it because I would tell it here.
I get mad when you leave me waiting for hours, when I come first despite the fact you are nearer the place and I come all the way too far. I was there on time. You are always late. Just the same, today we had to wait but the awesome thing is that I never felt bothered at all. Not because I accepted you will always be late but because God has granted me the steadfastness I have been praying for.
When I told you I was okay two months ago, I never felt too sure until today. I know why. I had to stop mourning Saul. I have moved on. The past should not be used to justify today and fear the future.
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