How good it is to begin to feel happy again after being sad for a long time. I need to write this so I can remember how He has saved me from the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire (Psalm 40:2).
The meds I take made me feel so relaxed, numb, and sleepy most of the time, plus the fact I had those munchies. The same feeling of taking the tranquilizers long ago.
A month ago, I took the biggest piece of that meds I used to take in small portions at times. That moment, I said my goodbye to a long lost friend, while listening to an online LG. Out of nowhere, without a plan, I told my story casually. Probably, I was too high. Probably the Word has spoken to me. I thank God that this time, this friend is such an introvert, full of spiritual wisdom, and literally works for an institution who may understand what I'm going through. Unplanned, I told my stories and felt the cares I have been asking God for. I know it was an absurd request. I know He loves me. I know He cares. But we remember our prayers when He finally answers. When He answers, it is in His time.
I need to write this so I could remember how He saved me again and again, praying that I won't have to go elsewhere to relax my muscles again. (Maybe I need to take Vitamin B. Hahah).
I thank God for deliverance, he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.
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